Sometimes you think you have things well in hand; everything in your world is carefully organized, categorized, analyzed and just… well figured out. And then with sudden brutal clarity you realize that you really really don’t. Your carefully controlled picture of the world just crumbles. You are adrift. Unexpectedly and Inexplicably.

How does that happen? How do you get things just so wrong? How did you not realize and recognize the course you were on and it’s eventual destination? Where does this amazing capacity for self-deception and oblivious passivity come from?

More importantly… what do you do about it? Where do you go from here? What do you believe now?

How do you trust yourself?